With or Without contact lens?

Assalammualaikum and Hello.

Its 11:04 pm as im writing this entry. and im actually not wearing my specs on bs im wearing my mask (its time to take care of my skin for raya~ hheheheh). well, u know, im 19 years old now (not officially ofc) and ive went to so many events for college, high school and etc.

and most of my friends who also wearing specs and some of them who didnt wear specs, will wear contact lens. and i still with my specs , one of the reasons why i didnt wear contact lens is because im afraid with them. well, u know, ive been reading a lot ,the -ve about the contact lens which contact lens tertinggal dlm mata, contact lens cair dkt mata, and theres a lot actually.

and i even did try to put on my friend's contact lens on myself, and ofc, i failed! bhahahahha~ and even my friend did help me to put on the contact lens but also failed bcs my eyes just keeps on blinking (i do have sensitive area around my eyes, reason why i hardly put on my eyeliner + mascara).

but at some moment, i do thinking that contact lens are one of the important think that i need to wear during my hockey tournament. as a keeper, i need to wear the safely helmet and i cant wear my specs. thankfully, the power of my eyes are not that bad for the past few years since i started wear my specs. but still i need to (dont u agree with me?).

maybe i should think more about this. and how do i wear contact lens?! if i am this afraid?!